哦,不是那天,是今天!今天父亲节,我没有忘记给爸爸打个电话,总想和他好好聊聊天,可是接通了电话就开始和他闲扯,乱扯一通,说说笑笑,在家里也是这样,我们家的气氛很融洽。
其实,我很想给爸爸道歉,也许那些事情他已经不记得了,但我却总也忘不了,那次我真的让他生气了。在上初三的时候,也就是我踌躇满志想考上重点高中,进而走入大学的时候,爸爸却要让我上中专,因为这样可以得到一个稳定的工作,而我想到我的大学梦,毫不犹豫的丢下一句:我不去!然后就什么都不说了。后来,爸爸又和我谈了几次,几个亲戚也来劝我,我都是一样的坚决,我当时很伤心,很失望,为什么没有人理解我的心呢?为什么没人能把眼光放得远一点呢?有很长的时间里,我没和爸爸说话,后来是姐姐中间调节,我和爸爸的关系才正常了,之后他也不再强硬的坚持他的意见,而只剩下了对我的鼓励,我当时还庆幸自己“取胜”了。
爸爸是个很倔强的人,通常很难有人能改变他的决定,而我却始终没听他的话,并且到后来还获得了他的支持,现在想来,当时他的内心承受了多大的痛苦啊。那时候他一直都在给我讲道理,而我却什么都不说,只是不同意他的看法。我想如果当时我能够和他耐心地把我内心的想法说出来,他一定会理解的,可我非但没和他说理,反而不和他说话,这更增加了他内心的痛苦。我当时只知道自己难过,却一点都没为他着想,我不是个好儿子,只能在多年后的今天向您说一声:爸爸,儿子对不起你。儿子不会再惹您生气了。
Oh, not that day, it's today! Today is father's day, I didn't forget to call dad, always wanted to have a good chat with him, but began to shoot the breeze with him on the phone, pull up, talking and laughing in the home also is such, our family atmosphere is harmonious.
In fact, I wanted to apologize to my father, and maybe he didn't remember those things, but I always remember, and I really made him angry. In top grade of time, also is I want to take an examination for tomorrow's key high school, and then into the university of time, but dad will let me on the technical secondary school, so you can get a stable job, and I thought of my university dream, not hesitate to leave 1: I don't go to! And then you don't say liuxue86.com anything. Later, my father and I talked a few times, a few relatives also came to me, I are the same, I was very sad, very disappointed, why no one understand my heart? Why can't anyone get away from it? Has for a long time, I didn't talk to dad, sister later middle adjustment, the relationship between my father and I just normal, then he is no longer strong stuck to his opinion, and only the encouragement to me, I was also fortunate to "win".
Dad is a very stubborn person, it is often hard to someone can change his decision, but I was always didn't listen to his words, and eventually won the support of his, now that I think about it, then he has suffered much pain inside. He had been talking to me all the time, but I didn't say anything, just disagreed with him. I think if I can and he patiently tell my inner thoughts, he will understand, but I am not argue with him, but not to talk to him, which increased the pain in his heart. I only know oneself sad at that time, but I didn't think of him, I am not a good son, only after many years of today have a chance to say to you: father, son, I'm sorry you. The son won't make you angry again.
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